Reminder

I wanted to write out something to remind myself.

Things don't come easy in life. I should appreaciate every single bit of it unless I want to regret later on.

Everybody has a value. Nobody doesn't have one. I know this sounds realistic, but no I'm not talking about money here. I'm talking about the value that makes people respect you or treasure you. Or even that people don't, at least you have yourself.

Okay, maybe thats my ego again wth.

And I think ego takes a lot of me, that sometimes one day its gonna eat me up.

Weird

Just an after feeling. I just realised that people I met are weird.

Well. I just don't like that feeling. I feel I don't know any of them.

Okay, now don't assume its you, when you are reading this okay.

I'm not talking about you.

Crap it.

Well, come to think of it, everybody is weird. In their own way. *shrugs

18 years and 24 months =.=

I think I should blog a little about....my birthday.

Or maybe about pre-birthday celebration.

Which involves my roomate and my friends doing a card for me.
You know lar the good old wishes from everybody typo.

The biggest joke of this is because.....she bring me to pick colour, size, background of the card, WITHOUT me knowing its my card. And I turned up giving silly ideas, why am I so stupid?

That involves her stealing my pictures for the card USING MY LAPTOP. Again, without me knowing.

Okay, I'm the best people to surprise wth.

I told her I like it very much and I told her I don't praise people openly. =.=
She say I could give her all my old soft toys which I tend to kick out of bed hahahaha.

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Then on the real day of birthday I came back to SP and found out all my family members have plans on 16th. I thought they were joking but turned out it was real. wth

My dad sent me a birthday sms, which got me sending " Wish me again back home!" hahahhahaha

And all my bro care was the birthday cake, wth.

And my mom.........I THINK SHE FORGOT TO WISH ME. T_T *i feel so unloved

cousins, I'm waiting for tiramisu from delicious *salivates

But its okay at least some old friends celebrated with me *pats self on the back


oklar Thanks for everyone's msg sms again, and love and care and cake and card.

and here I shall declare I have just stepped into the big 2 world. *solemns

My 轮妹

Okay. I'm done with exams anyway. Some was a great disaster I would say, but some was OKAY. *prays silently

I kept on complaining how my exam timetable sucks, but in the end I was one of the earliest who finish their exams. hahaha....shoudn't have complain anyway.

So how's uni been? Everybody says I am having a great fun, hell ya no. Sometimes I hate how food sucks big time, and complaining how my coursemates were....and saying there is no leng zai with my roomate WTH.

Okay to be the truth, should I talk about my roomate?

I should say, the both of us is really different in personalities. She likes teddies and cuddle them at night, while I kicked almost everything below my bed. =.=

She mops the floor, sweeps, and I pathetically help her carry the water and can't even drain dry a mop WTH.

I like my noodles very hard, while she like lumpy ones. *stupid random facts

She talk good old jokes that can make me laugh and scream while when I say jokes, it jumbles up wth. Life sucks

She is so good with lyrics and if I can sing one verse she praise me that I have improvement T_T

I study at 3am morning...while she sleeps at 3am. =.=

And I nag her to study until I feel I become old already. But she nags me to please pick up my coins on the floor.

Hey, wait, did I just describe how messy I am? Well...no its not really.......Its occasional okay okay? OKAY


I think I just made my market drop frm 0 to negative wth.

So I'm gonna post pretty pictures to clean my image HAHAHAHA.

Speechless

如果给我一个愿望，我希望你从来没爱上我。这样，对大家都好一点。


How many times did I repeat that I had enough of it?

R.I.P

Just wanna say I am so gonna die tomorrow.

I'm not kidding. I mean I spent like how many months reading my Organic Chem in form 6 only can memorize.

Now I have left 1 day to level up. Good luck? How can luck help me if I didn't prepare well huh?

Who say uni life is easy huh huh huh...

ZZZZZZZZZ

Wanna cry but feel damn useless.

Bye.

I don't want die so in first sem lar >.<

Decision Making

Life is really a lot about decision making, and how much you want it.

University life has make me feel that "decision-making" is the most important factor for what you will become.

There won't be anybody scolding you for skipping class, but you will miss something important in class. I only miss one class and I was left with no group presentation FML. I don't know why am I so unlucky sometimes.

There will be no one to remind you to study, if you flop in your exam its okay.
You can end up facebook-ing every single minute of your time, and enjoy chatting, commenting on silly photos and have good social with everybody on facebook, get famous, but........end up thinking, whats the point?
You have an exam to study! ZZZ

There will be A LOT of activities, gatherings, outings for different social groups and you hate missing out anything.
Even if you have exam. Even THEY have exam. They still can go out like nothing happen. But can you really NOT study in your exam? And you will get a bit sulky after being left out.

But again, its all in your hands anyway.

Well, the only way to cope with it，I think is ......being moderate in anything you do.

p/s: I really want to write some of the issue going in my head...but duh....give me some time to get use to blogging my own heart again okay?